An Uneasy Moment of Realization...

Reduced to a few words...never see you in my sleep.
Haunted by things best left undone- a friend not meant to keep?


Hope all is well with you- In my heart I aways do.
Wondering how often in my life- Will I tarnish something true...


How many times a love will be ruined by impatience- by my failing virtue...
And how long until the ache fully subsides?

All so easily tended by you, with just a hello.

Do I long for too much? It seems so...

To just "Be" with you. Not wrongly- just in some way- to be connected.

To reach out and touch you- to hear your voice...to smell your aftershave.


To wake up with your smile in my minds eye, and your words in my heart.

To KNOW, that as you promised me, on some level- that you love me.


Why is it so hard~ for you to love me?
Why is it still so easy~ for me to love you?